Excruciating Suffering: A Personal Struggle Against the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headaches
It began on a gloomy Monday in the morning in September 2016. I worked as a educator, trying to settle a new class, when a sharp sensation erupted behind my right eye. It was followed by rapid shocks, like electric shocks. As each class came and went, the pain eased and then returned with greater force. Multiple times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with worksheets and hurried to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I took paracetamol, but the agony remained unrelenting.
The headaches appeared frequently that fall, and again in the spring, soon establishing an annual cycle. September and October were the most severe, then the late winter. I could anticipate the routine: a warning sensation in the shower, early twinges on the train, full-blown pain in the classroom by 9.30am. In 2019, a doctor finally referred me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.
Cluster headaches often begin with intense discomfort around a single eye that persists up to several hours.
About one in 1,000 people are affected by the condition, and males are more frequently affected. Attacks typically start with abrupt, excruciating agony around a single eye that reaches its peak within a short time and continues for as long as three hours. Attacks come in clusters, daily or several times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or face sweating. There exists the episodic form, which occurs in seasonal cycles; some patients have continuous attacks, characterized by the lack of long pain-free periods.
What unites patients is the severity. One research paper scored the pain at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than bone fractures or pancreatitis. A separate found 64% of cluster patients experienced suicidal thoughts during bouts; the number dropped to 4% when they were not in pain.
One patient, 74, a long-term sufferer from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her episodes began when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the floor and bang my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through childhood. Alcohol in her adolescence, like many triggers, made things more intense. After drinking sherry at her graduation party, she recalls barely being able to see on the bus home.
Her family often mistook her episodes as drunken behavior. Support eventually came from her father and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after moving, but often hid her condition. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to absences during attacks. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a specialist hospital.
Nevertheless, the failure to plan daily activities around unpredictable pain took its effect. She particularly hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her family during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the simple freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been described throughout history. “The first account of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write experts in a publication on the subject. They linked the disease to an malevolent spirit who attacked his victims' heads.
Historical medical texts propose bizarre remedies for what modern observers would classify as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, migraine was recognised as a distinct disorder, with therapies including herbal concoctions to other, more folk cures.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the first comprehensive description of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache happening and disappearing each day at specific hours”.
Cluster headaches were only formally classified by global medical societies in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a major artery which delivers blood to the brain. Leading experts in treating the disorder note this.
In 1998, researchers published the results of a research project for which they had induced attacks in patients and observed the attacks in a brain scanner. The results, published in a prominent journal, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they recovered.
Despite such advances, diagnosis remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's attacks started in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he underwent four surgeries before eventually being correctly identified in 2014, after a doctor looked up his complaints.
Specialists say delays in diagnosing and treatment occur because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're tired and depressed, but not in agony,” one says. He proceeds by eliminating other primary headache disorders, such as migraine, before confirming cluster headaches. A thorough patient history is essential: on which side do signs occur? For how long? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Certain characteristics such as tearing, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be sent to specialist centers. But a lot of first arrive to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable treatments.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for the majority of her life, although she hasn't had an episode since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars pulled because dental professionals misinterpreted her symptoms. She believes the dental profession still need much more education. When another patient sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who responded. I remember calling a helpline during an bout in early 2021; a calm advisor guided them through oxygen therapy and drugs until the episode passed.
Official guidance on management recommend that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine drug delivered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic choices include verapamil, which apparently soothes the bouts of some individuals.
But consultant neurologists believe the guidance need revising to reflect a clearer treatment process and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, timing is everything: “The duration of the cycle dictates the approach.” Brief bouts with occasional attacks are managed with abortive treatment only. Longer or more intense periods require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an injection into the side of the skull where the pain is that decreases nerve activity.
The official guidelines need revising to reflect a